CluGuy

Man it is quiet when the lights go out. I washed all my clothing yesterday but some stains just dont go out. I like listening to music. Hell, sometimes if I have the time I even like that rap thats all about popping pills and dropping bills, it doesn't even exactly have to rhyme, It's just nice to listen to something. for a change. Or I guess, it's more of a chance. One last, carefree dance for something in my life to be worth the movement. I'll flail my arms and kick my legs, Like a bird trapped in Alberta's tar sands. You know, Futilely. People say they don't want to be trapped, but I think we can all find something in our

I'd spin a bottle on 4 other women just to get you But in those bottles would be 4 other worlds just like this one. But it's new, and the sky's blue, and everybody in these worlds is blind but you. Only the difference is I'm not there. So these 4 other girls get an experiance with me once, then never again in their own perfect bottle worlds, where the skies are blue, everything is new, and without me is you. I give them these bottle cause I never got one from you. I never got a chance to wipe clean the slate There's no magic wand I can wave to wipe away our first date. It's carved deep in my brain, So no matter what you think you tho

I miss you. and when I look at people, holding hands with other people walking down these streets, walking in time, their steps in rhythm with each others feet, I miss you, Like I miss the warmth of a parent's love when you become the one they look to, Its a little cliche to say that you feel like a fool, and it's a little risque for me to say that I don't care anymore. I miss you. Living a life for reasons you can't even realise, taking peoples bullshit, lies, and sitting home alone, not wanting to do anything else but cry I miss you. doing this is not something that people, let alone me should be doing. My life is good

When waves and crests Crash to the rocks We tumble and fall and clutch our chests Our hearts, Our hearts, Our hearts, we cry Why do we hurt ourselves, tear apart, and die A pain that some strive to mend Friends and family, Upon which we can depend, A closeness Our hearts, Our hearts, Our hearts, and minds A part that we can find, If given the time, A light, A hope Can beckon on, A Hidden Freckle, a smile, and we can be happy, For awhile.

And So I drowned The water lapping over my arms, I put your heart in harms way, I don't want to weather this storm, without you, I don't want to weather this storm, without you, Why don't you just take my hand, and we'll work through this, Why don't you just take my hand, So we can stop all this, I just want your fingers entwined with mine, I just want you around me all of the time, And so I drowned, The deep blue of the ocean, Chocked from me the air I breathe, and I drowned in what I feel, A soft blue light emanating, And So I drowned

I know that I, was never meant for you, But I did all that I could do, to try and be there for you, and your words belay the trust in your eyes, and I can't believe all the truths turned into lies, Why can't I see through, all of your transparencies, Cold walks, Snowy talks, and I can't see past my two hands, and I can't see past my two hands, These rough and empty fingers, slipped away what I tried to grasp, I held on to tightly, trying so vainly to make this last, Cold walks, Snowy talks, and I can't see past my two hands, and I can't see past my two hands, and I'll return, My heart, To your arms, Cause I don't, need

Minds can change as the sun sets down, no matter which way fate blows you, dont let yourself feel so set in stone, the strongest valley can be washed away in a day, nothing short, leave just a bay, behind the lines, made of the lies that you once told me and Ill sit alone, at a port of my making, Seated on my very own throne, my future mine for the making, and you can't change my fate for I'm the captain, Treacherous water and faulty seas, I captain a ship crewed by me's, On an ocean nothing but empty, Not even I know who I be, Minds can change, No matter the fate, It's set in stone, Life's just the chase, Minds can change,

I mix myself a rum and coke, Think about the reasons im broke, down, lyin around town, fuckin around these blank people, but Im the one whose so, oh so, feeble, Drink up your broken hearts, Tear your lives apart, I know we're ripping at the seams, But this is just one small part, Of the life that we live in, So many people just give in, Can't we break the record? Start a new one, We'll paint the walls a brand new red, Yell out phrases off those long dead, Cause we're the typical teens, with broken dreams, and isnt that just typical? Drink up your broken hearts, Tear your lives apart, I know we're tearing at ourselves, But

I fell down today Tripped and stumbled on the street, Im not quite sure where to go, or what to say, All I wanna do is meet, All I wanna do is meet, Won't you come meet in the place we used to play say all the things you used to say, and we can drop all our problems and forget and melt into who we are now, If I could only just see you, I think that I could pull through, and If I could only just meet you, I think this is something I could do, Open up your door and let me in, Take down these walls and open your arms, All I wanna do is save you, All I wanna do is save you, Are you gonna come around to me? I just wanted the wor

When all your dreams have withered away, and your mouth opens but theres nothing to say, You want to go back to the time you lost, But the price of that is to steep to pay, So you just. Stare, You stare, You stare at all the faces, You wish were still there, You may not be where you thought you would be, But that doesnt mean, That you're not where you're supposed to, be, I would run a million miles, Crack jokes, bring flowers, Make a million smiles, but only one of them would matter, That's yours, That I'd do anything for, My heart is empty, My blind eyes can't see, Anymore So I just, Stare, I stare, I stare at everyt